A walk down the Bitch with a Beach

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

I hate my parents... occasionally.

If anyone ever reads this, do me a favour, don't comment about it. Even if you do, don't ever let me know.

Does it ever seem fair when the best excuse your parents can give you after they blame you for something you never done is that " its because i'm your parent." Think about it, doesn't it defies every moral principle.

When you finally think you have improve in your grades, you go home, your result slip in your and hands and all you ever ask for is a pat on your back and hear the words "That's my son! Way to go!" But that never comes out right does it? It would probably sound more like "This is not ur best, ur other teachers all say it, this isn't all you got." DAMMIT.

And it does get worst when preferencial treatment amongst siblings come into play. One day my sister and i were watching mother bake bread. We both asked the same question, in the same tone. " Can i look?" Mother told sis to "wait a while". She yelled at me and said,"YOU GO AWAY." Doesn't that just drag you beneath?

Parents never ask their kids what they want. They simply impose instruction they think are most suitable for their kids' progress. The key word is THINK... or rather impose.

Even when you do nothing wrong, blameproof (that's what i call it), your mother can make an incredulous fuss out of it and pretend nothing happened when she finds out the truth. When I, the child, try to claim some justice, my mother's husband just tells me to shut up and walk away.

How in the world am i suppose to swallow all the injustice and the parent gets away with it? Parents don't bother about sorry but they expect it to come naturally from a child when he does something wrong.

Parents are never honest, they are a facade of they apparent shell. They expect all the respect from the child but the only thing they ever did to earn it is nature's pre-destined way of making me their child.

And i live my life knowing i'll grow up to be just like them some day and hopefully i won't need to read my son's blog. Because i know this will be his exact sentiments. F*** it.

Friday, January 4, 2008

The all-about-USA post.

HEY, WHAT GIVES... criticising my tardy updates....
It all starts when we have to be in the airport 7 hours before departure because my maid's flight back home is 2 hours away. That's not where it ends... Transiting in Taipei, we rushed to try their beef noodles when mother continued nagging relentlessly about how we'll miss the plane. We pouring the noodles and soup down our throats dad and i RAN towards the arrival gate and we had to wait another 30 mins. LORD JESUS.

Wokays.... we touched down and the lively tour guide gave us history lesson No.1.

Disneyland and Universal Studios were on the first 2 days of the tour. Nothing must here.... Just all the OOOs!!! and the AhhhHHHss!!! and the undesirable camera flashing at the end of the thrill rides... all the stuff any visitor to these 2 places will relate to you. O. They do have a KwiK-E-Mart in Universal Studios-just for those who noe what that is. And yeah, i do think that our universal studios in sentosa is going to suck, judging by the hk's and tokyo's renditions of mickey-mouse-land. More importantly, Uni Studios can't hold a finger to Disneyland.

After history lesson No.Whatever, the tour passengers are ready for shopping spree NO.1. So nothing to see here, move along. Just silly people wasting money on last season's goods. i'm afraid that does incude me. Damn. And yeah, i did consume mexican food. QUESIDILLASS!!!

I didn't live to hear another history lesson, it lulled me to massive slumber. UNTIL WE REACHED THE GRAND CANYON!!! Wah i tell you ah... Takes your damn breath away man.

The next day is retarded. Some people wanted to see Grand Canyon all over again. This time in a helicopter at the West Rim. (We did the south rim b4). Now that's wasting gazillions of monies and 2 days of time in the canyon. Its damn nice la but for a whole day's travel plus US$300 per head for 2hour of flight---->Nutcase. instead, 3 families including mine went shopping spree no.2. This is its the premium outlets. WOOT. This is honestly an equal waste of money. DANG IT!

OK as of now i'm very lazy to keep typing. till next time.